心意: 真正的心怡

那天吵架
他很生气的说
我不是真正的我
我很纳闷
那真正的我是什么？
所以我就跑去问了身边的人
朋友，亲戚，junior，指导，等等
看看里面是不是真正的心怡？

Erin表姐：
心怡:
She is a very cute and cheerful girl since young...growing up with her was such a happy moment...she is a shy and quiet girl but getting more and more outing & talkative during her high school time....u will feel like u wish to protect her when u look at her....surprisingly talented in drawing since young....im like "how can a kid draw so well even when she is just luan luan draw?"....too 乖 (or maybe her mom too 凶), she don't dare to defend her own right....

Yien:
真正的心怡是一个温柔既坚强, 柔弱但勇敢, 聪慧却淳朴(其实没有很淳朴啦, 我懂得你大部分都懂), 固执, 可爱, 以及一个很敢爱的人, 而有时太过敢爱了, 以致自己受伤。

huan zong 指导：
“真正的心怡”
就我認識的心怡一般人都會看人先注意外表
哈我也不例外就從外表開始吧
心怡是一個嬌小可愛的女孩她有一對迷人的心靈之窗她應該在朋友群當中是個挺受歡迎的人物吧（我的猜測）
她給我的感覺是個外在堅強內在軟弱的女孩（一般都是這樣的外在堅強就內心軟弱；外在軟弱就內心堅強）
她有一顆常關心人的心對於冷漠的社會最需要這種可以把溫暖人心的力量給傳開來
她有聰明的頭腦學習能力也很強
女生通常都比男生早熟我想她也不例外
所以顧慮與煩惱也比其他人多快樂也自然而然逐漸遠離可是心怡是個基督徒她有著上帝在生命當中的帶領和依靠自然這些就成不了煩惱雖如此說可是從來聖經並沒有教導告訴我們只要信靠神人生就能一帆風順因為尋要改變的不是外在的生活而是我們的內心
我認識的心怡是對神話語有追求有學習的一個人期盼她能夠幸福快樂的如此堅持下去跟隨主腳步的道路

Nicole:

Pale skin, round face and a sweet smile. My first impression of her – well, that’s a pretty nice person. And well, I guess, yes, she’s pretty nice. To a certain extent.(jokes)

The Xin Yi I know is artistic and creative. I love her handwriting and more so her drawings. The present she gave me for my 14^th birthday was a drawing, which I still keep till this day. I was so in awe of her illustrations that I got her to ‘teach’ me how to do. Being the amiable person she is, she was never strict with me and so I never did the work ‘assigned’. Evidently, I never really learned to draw like she does. That never stopped me from loving her drawings though.

She’s a soft-hearted person, and easily swayed. She helps out when called upon, willingly and readily, especially when her talents are needed. For example, when working on our class board together, she’s always been so supportive and ready to help. Working with her has always been an easy task for me, because she’s always agreeable and we rarely have clashes.

Even when dealing with people, she’s kind. There isn’t a concrete example for that, but all the years I’ve been friends with her, we’ve never had a fight. (Not that I can think of) and that’s pretty damn amazing, with me being a hot-headed kid when we first met.

She’s one of the first people I’d look for when I have a problem. Not that she’s especially able in helping me solve them, but she always listens to my rants and complaints. I’ve always been thankful to her for that.

She’s rather emotional, and sometimes sensitive. But she doesn’t show it, and more than often, she tells me about her troubles after the issue has been done with. I’d be more than willing to be the support she is to me, but she’s not the type to go around blabbering about her personal matters, and I guess that’s just the way she is. I know that she doesn’t like to be left alone though, and I do my best to keep her company when she needs it.

One of the reasons we’re able to maintain our friendship is because she is easy-going and has a sense of humor. All the random things I do, she accepts them just as they are and laughs with (or most of the time, at) me. I used to have a habit of replying “Magic, everywhere!” whenever she asked me Science questions and she’d look exasperated, but she’d never get mad. She’s the type of person you can talk to freely and without worrying about awkward silences or running out of topics. She can also put up with a lot of lame jokes and random crap, and I appreciate her for that.

Another thing we have in common is: foodie! I can always trust her to bring me around for the best food in town, and we both share a love of ice-cream. It’s always a lot of joy going out with her, and I appreciate the fact that she always finds good but inexpensive food.

For the years I’ve known her, she was never good with sports. She’s not the sporty type, more like the exact opposite of that. But it’s fine; she does music and draws well, so it all balances out. Maybe she’s a genius at running now though; I have no idea.

I do remember always urging her to study though, and having to remind her before the exams to ‘read the question properly!’ Study wise, I know that as long as she works hard, she has the capacity to score high marks.

Her antics always crack me up, and the recent years she’s been all the more narcissistic. She holds the people around her close, and I’m grateful to be one of them. Even though we’ve been separated for quite a while, we still keep in touch and meet up (occasionally), and to me, that’s precious.

I still owe her an appreciation post; I remember she asked for one when we graduated and I’ve never gotten around doing it. (Sorry about that hahaha.) But yeah, she wanted a long piece of work about the ‘real’ Xin Yi, so here it is. Perhaps things have changed over time, or the sides of her I know aren’t complete, but this is the girl portrayed as in my mind. I don’t know if this Xin Yi is the ‘real’ one, but I do know that I love this girl very much.

锦雯~